It can look strange to some of you, but I love to be cross dressed. I especialy love to see nylons on cute woman, and to wear them myself. I love to feel them, to touch them smoothly. I look at girl's legs all the time. My favorite season is spring and falls, when it's warm but not enough to go out bare legs, so them have to wear nylons.
I also have a lot of pleasure to buy girl's clothes. At the begining, I was so shy that the only place I could get in was a Sex shop ; but the staff makes me look like a prostitute, and it was extremly expensive. Now that I feel more secure, I go in a normal store, and I say it's for my syster's birthday.
I wish I could shave my legs and arms, but it wouldn't be quiet, when I run, with my chiropractor, or with my wife.
I love to put make up, but it's very hard because nobody has teached me how. Recently, I have found plastic nails, they are very cute (but not convegniant at all : I don't know how girls manage that).
I always dream of breaking something, to be able to wear a real cast, for a long time. Of course, I go sometimes outside with cast on, even ones with a wheel chair, but it's too short.
My wife knows how I feel about casts, but she doesn't want me to do it openly. She said she would be too embarrassed to lie when someone would ask, and that our daughters would feel that something was doing wrong. Even if I know she is right, I hate that.
Of course, I allways dream to be a girls, but I made my life as a man, as a dad, and I can't turn away it this life. But it is a big frustration.